I've run out of suggestions

Left real full of questions

Don't know what fears you're ingesting

Thought it was serious while you pretend to be jesting

You have reasons so I'm not protesting

Patience is the only thing I'm requesting

Get you some comfort so you're back resting

Didn't have a bed for years but times change and it's worth testing

Things haven't been easy, trained to distrust

Giving it your all has ultimately felt like a bust

The way it went down is truly unjust

What can I do to help you readjust?

Their behavior only brings in great disgust

They exchanged frivolities for your stardust

Pain cuts deep not like you scraped a knee

Doctors diagnose but can't see what you really need

Lack the tools to see the heart ready to bleed

They brought bandages for wounds getting wrapped

You took my healing as a feeling like you getting trapped

You worried after I help there's a balance to be paid

But you got insurance, please don't be afraid

Pain relievers can't be taken in anticipation

That being said, I coulda prevented this, no exaggeration

I come flush with cash, relief is my occupation

Just tell me how to get it in currency that you'll accept

If pain is on the way just let me intercept

I apologize for any times that I've overstepped

On the real, my healing powers are quite adept

Tears fill my eyes each time I see you've wept

Put me into your dreams, protect you while you slept

Now I know it's out of line

But I think you're really fine

Tryin to put in Overtime

Chills down my spine

I hope you realize

You got me mesmerized

The way you look with those eyes

I know you Trust Me, never told you lies

Keep your head up, expect bluer skies

I know you're Cautious because we can start Wildfires

Sometimes trees are trimmed before they grow higher

So come Take a Risk with me

See what all this could be

You might not understand the value , but I do

Move it like H.E.R. and I'll be the one to Come Through

I get the sense you're still looking back

I'm not the type of dude to be on the attack

But homeboy was clearly missing something I do not lack

I wish I could shake him awake and remind him what's gone

That deep well has no more water to be drawn

Let me fill it back up, I'm someone you can count on

If he makes you happier then, the conclusions foregone

I'll employ any method to Take Care of you like I'm Drake

Finally proving that none of this thing here is fake

Should you want the Autumn Leaves to return, I'll go grab a rake

Compare this to Mahjong, we're approaching the last tile

Have enough confidence to try the free trial

You don't have to be stuck Solo on some isle

Living out your version of Selena's Revival

Singing about your self-restoration

Annoyed by my constant oration

Causing this strictly enforced isolation

Getting down and dirty laying a new foundation

Rebuilding is tough when paired with separation

I try to be strong but give off desperation

Simply can't bear to witness the pain

Help me take it all away

Remind you of better days

To a time when truths never swayed

And promises always stayed

Love and attention never strayed

Even though I left, you didn't escape my mind round this world tour

That smile in my blog, you know that it was yours

I'll fight for it everyday break down the closed doors

Find peace at the end of the hall, ceasing all wars

Walk out and settle on the grass, gazing at stars

Treat you like Jade, adored for its scars

I just want to help simple as that

Gonna give without taking, no tit for tat

Don't stress I'm not bending and stretching like some acrobat

I didn't change to make this happen, this is real

Real as steel

I don't let anyone tell me how I feel

I worry you forget how much I mean

Stress, fear, and sadness might cause it, it seems

Recognize the trust is built strong, reinforced with beams

Relationships are really just friends picked out into teams

Genuine with every confession and apologize often

Too many hard hearts that I try to soften

Let me break the fall

For you I'd do it all

Just say the word and I'm there

Leaving behind every care

You think it's unfair

Maybe it is but we got one life to share

Make the most of what we got

Occasionally it takes more than one shot

So don't be distraught

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

Repeat the message to know it matters

Wanna protect your heart before it shatters

Take a second to breathe so we don't have ashes to scatter

Friend Shoulder Confidant

I'll be here if you're ready or not

Patient waiting hopeful for better things

Out of the pain new joy springs

Let it get there, let it grow

I believe in you, I let it show

Dolor tibi nihil erit

Don't doubt your spirit

Fortuna fortes iuvat

Be brave and say so what

The past doesn't define us

The future comes down to one thing; trust

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